This link is to a video that is similar to what I went through in my past life.
I went to trial for the murder of Zach and even went to prison for a couple of months. I wanted to escape because I couldn’t handle it. Before I knew it, I was being transferred to a mental hospital because the judge found out about my past Jordan incidence he anticipated that, that was what was right for me.
The hospital was a much easier place to escape from but the question was once I get out where do I run to? My parents did not want me; I had no money, no shelter and no food. After some time of thinking and planning my escape I finally did it. My first destination was to head to my high school so I could talk to Yayeko Shoji, my biology teacher. She was the only teacher I could trust. When I arrived at my high school, I tried to avoid everyone. I stood a street away and waited for Yayeko to step out of the school doors. I followed her till she turned onto west Broadway when I decided to approach her. She was shocked to see me because I was a mess and my parents had told her that I was in an accident and in hospital. Out of self pity, she allowed me to stay with her for a while. I met her daughter and mother. It wasn’t long enough till I was back in that hospital and this time I just decided to stay there and deal with it because I had no life outside. My mother wrote to me but I never wrote back. I have friends and family here, I call them cousins because I cannot remember all their names. My room was tiny. The kitchen was along one wall, the bed along another, a desk and a bookshelf along the third wall.
I am happy now. The injection I take every three months make me feel brand new. I am the person I wished I had been before but I guess things happen for a reason. I am now in college, studying biology and dating a new guy. Who knew that I could fall in love again? This doesn’t mean I have forgotten about my high school love Zach. Like I said before, he was my first. I loved Zach so much. Every minute of everyday I ached for him but it is now time to move on.
Tayshawn and I stay in touch, he is at MIT. Sarah doesn’t write to me but I know she was accepted to Harvard.
Everyone that is now a part of my new life knows about my past. That’s the only way to start a new beginning. I know you are wondering about my parents, well they are not a part of my new life because I am not ready. I haven’t spoken to them since the day they abounded me in that hospital. I do not want to be associated with their negativity. I always wish them the best. I do not hate them. I just dislike the fact that they never loved me. I live in Buffalo now so I have an excuse not to feel guilty about it.
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